night thought

hi and assalamualaikum.

i've been reading an article today about how some people simply said 'nobody loves me. i hate everyone'. well, everyone did go that phase-- me too. there were some times where i did feels unwanted, useless and nobody loved me. you see, when i was 14-16 years old?

guys, read this. people do loves you, it's just you didn't see them. god is fair; never ever unfair. it's just us who don't know how to accept it and didn't see it coming. for example, your neighbor might asks your mum where have you been since the last time you walked out from your house was like 3-4 days ago?? that boy in your class-- who have the same interest with you in the genre of music that you listened to, always keep you updated with you and his favorite bands and sometimes, he will asks you about other bands that you listen to; maybe he knows that band. some kids that invited to your friend's party were participating in meeting you because they adore you so much; but you don't know because you thought, nobody loved you. that one girl who always sits with you early in the morning at the canteen, didn't see you coming to the school, wondering-- why you didn't come to school as usual? that one makcik at the canteen who always serves you nasi lemak every recess, asking your friends, where have you been-- when you didn't come to school. when your teacher always complementing the way you expressing your thoughts in your english paper, and always always always find a way to improve your writings because little did you know; she do sees some potential in you to become a successful writer soon. maybe there is a guy, who always look out for you in the class everyday-- but one day, you failed to come to the class, and he looks so so so disappointed.

y'know, there are some people out there are dying to talk to you. might as well, they are some people who wanted to ask some help from you too!! maybe there are some of them, always think about you right before they go to deep sleep. there some who listened to a song, and thought 'oh, this song suit (y/n) so much!! i love this song'.

have you ever thought this? has this thing ever crossed your mind? maybe. maybe, you thought nobody do this to me. i promise you, one fine day, a person will do all these things towards you. maybe not a person, maybe a couple of two, or three or maybe 10! we will never know, love.


and there is me, here writing this article, who got inspired by someone's writing would like to say, i love you and i care about you.

chin up & smile. eventhough there are some people who doesn't fond of you, don't mind them. you live, in this world not just to fill up their expectations lol.


okaylah bye. if you ever read this article, do say something to me, soon-- (f.a)

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