My plan.

Hi peoplee!

October is my birthday's month and I celebrated it on 8th Oct. K?

So, now im in the middle of the final exams. Actually, I don't pretty care much about my exams but guess wht? I have to do two experiments for Chemistry, Physic and Biology. That's insane, I guess? It does freak me out. I'm nervous.

Ok now, I've some big plans. I've been thinking this since 2013. I really want to take TESL foundation in UiTM after SPM because I love English and I don't think I'm doing well in science's subjects. But, there's nobody who wants to hear about my plan after SPM. Pretty sad. I really want to take TESL and furthering my study in Aussie, one day. But, from what I know, I must get atleast 7A's to get the foundation. And, from my reading, those lucky people who got to take TESL, they must got interviewed first (yes of course) I don't actually mind but I get stutter so easily infront of people and my accent isnt that nice. So, low self-esteem. And, those kids who are much younger than me that can tweet/speaks english fluently. I do feel insecure.

I hope there's someone who willing to tell me more about TESL and furthering my study in Aussie. MatLuthfi is one of my biggest inspiration! He's taking the TESL in Australia. Omg, so lucky!111!!
Next, 5SOS also is one of my reasons why I want to study in Aussie. Everyone knows we can take TESL either in UK or Aussie. I'd rather to choose Aussie because for me, Aussie is pretty good and nice. I love Aussie!

I do admit my confident-level is about to drain. I don't know why. I joined choral speaking, though. I tried to be brave. But, people in my school love to judge people so easily. They loves boo-ing. Hey, that's not good.

So, I'm gonna doing well in SPM and I'm going (I WILL) take TESL. Aamiin.


Ok, another insane plan is I WANT TO GO TO 5SOS' TOUR NEXT YEAR. If they do includes our country in /sad panda/ I know, I'm gonna take a super huge (but smalla then a bug *5sosfam's joke. u wont get it) examination next year but from my perspective, the concert is only one night and I ain't gonna fail if I don't study only in one night. Lol. Excuse me crazy yet lame excuse.


Anyway, buddies! Do wish me luck for my final exams!

I guess, that's all for now. Bye-yah!